I was just informed by my friend shals ex girlfriend that she recently discovered I had taken her virginity a few years back. I was in love with her then and we were dating. I never thought that I would end up taking that and it certainly was not my perogative. Four years later she tells me this after every thing we have gone through with the fighting and arguing constantly makes me look back and regret it. I wish I had known then what i do now. I wish I would have known then the things that would have happend now.
Kill me love me take me away… dilever me massace me torcher me end my life. I would rather that she be a sadist and kill me than have her blood of inccosence left on my hands. I didn’t even know at the time that I had taken it. Some thing like that is saposed to be special… and it wasn’t expected. I’m upset and looking back I feel special too because it was me. We shaired some thing together that no one else will be able to.I love her so much and I hope that she doesn’t regret it .
Karenza Marie Trotter